Take your fingers out of your ears and stop singing la la la for a minute and instead try doing some proper research matey and take off your "I'm special" glasses for once.
No one here likes being preached at and all your posts so far are exactly that. The fact that you cant type for toffee makes it even less likely anyone will take you seriously.
Plenty of people come thru here spouting their brand of crazy, so dont think you stand out as any different, you don't. We've seen it all before many many times and it is always the same old BS in the end.
You think you KNOW something, well you dont know jack. It requires humility to understand this fact and humility to admit it to yourself and go away and do the real hard work of undoing all the BS you have allowed yourself to be sucked into.
The hard work is worth the effort as nothing beats the very real freedom you gain.